Sunday, July 18, 2004
when u say u feel weird, wat makes u think i dun feel weird?
i dun want to say anything, i am juz tired of sayin anything.
yes, i cant be bother again.
u cant understand me, nv will. becoz i dun understand myself, i nv will.
dun be good, i cant tk it. i am not use to it at all.
i am juz too use to livin alone, totally alone.
i yearn for freedom which i nv get. ever since young.
u noe how my family is, i cld say- totally tradition parents.
mayb we arent meant to be, or its me who cant think.
dun love me, like wil do.
dun miss me, think wil do.
i duno wat u expect, though u say u dun expect the same frm me.
its juz weird to me too. weird in a way.
i prob. juz dislike every1 in one way or another.
i am a loner, freedom yearner, i am nv like another.
totally the weird kind.
and i dun understand y, i juz think u dislike meetin me n sis alone.
i duno y. anyway i guess i am closer to my sis den any1.
mayb i shld be alone. yea alone. leave me if u shld.
udunaskmey.itsjuznottheway.idunlikeques.andansisnotmygame.aloneadel
.:bloddi skool:. The Schuz at 12:59 AM [comment]
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